hey..hmph..
im freaking sad right now..
i tot that i can update this blog with fulll of happiness since i long time nvr update this blog..
but then after i check my fb n his(by now u should noe who) fb.he change his dp fb .. haish !
but why? even his status he just said he is in relationship instead ofin relationship with me. whyy? haishh!
what had i done until he willing doing this to me.haish! seriouslly if can i wanna cry right now but i force myself not to bcos i dont want my parent to noe abt this. haish! i feel that he going to do the same thing like how he had done to his ex. but i hope it will not happen cause i realli love him. =( nash. why u did this to me? do you have another gerl in your heart? tell me please dont just ignored me. tell me. ill let you go eventhough its reali reali reali hard for me to let you go. i noe u noe that how deep i love you right? but whyy you still ... haish nehmind.. i realli miss you ! i reali miss your voice ! i tot that you busy studying for ur exams thats why you did not cntct wib me . but why you have time to hang out with your friends and you have time to switch on ur computer but no time to text me? even 1 msg ? whyy? is this the sign that you are going to leave me ? huh? haishhh! u dont even care abt me . im sick ! do you noe? im shure u dont noe abt it cause u dont even care abt me animore ! haishhh! nash pls ! i reali hope that our relationship will endless. i want the old nash ! the old nash is soo carrying , lovely. and etc. please ! i reali love you ! i reali miss you and i reali need you ! BUT if you reali wanna leave me one day and u got a girl that u love ill let you go.. i cant force you to be with me and love me right ? eventhough its hard for me to let you go and pass you to another girl. haishhh! only youthat cxan make me happy nash ! no matter what i realii love you! and ill love you forever !=(
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